Miss Kemaman 2009-Presented by Kemaman Kwang Tung Association(Youth)

Presenting to you, our very Miss Kemaman 2009 brought to you by,
Kemaman Kwang Tung Association (Youth)

2nd runner up, Susan Teoh (91GenGzZz)

The helpers~ (91GenGzZz)

No.13 Soo Ehaun (91GenGzZz)

After the event, so let's have some fun! XD

Helpers~ (91GenGzZz)

All the helperssssss.... (91GenGzZz) ^^

1st runner up.

Ching! XDD

No.3 Kok Shuh Hong~ (91GenGzZz)

Right after the event, taken in the back stage~ ^^

This is sooooooo cool! XD

The 3 from 91GenGzZz... ^^

After settle everything, of course we'll go for yum cha time! hahaha.... ^^

Noob Peng~ XD

I love this pic! A lot! heee... 1..1/

Dearest naima~ ^^

Shuh Hong~~~ haha!

再袭

通常一个地方被炸，就不会再被炸第二次，因为第一次的杀伤力太大，把所有的东西一次过炸光光。

这种说法，有时也会例外。可能性有两个。

1. 第一次的杀伤力不够强，该被炸的还没被炸所以要炸第二次。
2. 杀伤力太大太大，大到无法收拾。

我的心有如那被炸过，然后再炸第二次的地方。。。痛！用在我身上的话，肯定不会是第一个可能性，因为炸在我心里的，它的杀伤力绝对是有分量的！

我没有勇气面对，所以只好选择逃避。。。因为害怕在你面前流泪，所以没有勇气与你见面。。。何时，我变得如此脆弱？我也不清楚。。。我讨厌现在的我。。。

A sudden flash back

Yesterday I was checking those photos in my phone and I discover many memorable and unforgettable memories... {EXAM}!!!

Test 3 time table...Written in the calender on my table....

Doing Math T2 exercises... Scary~~

I cooked this 3am in the morning. Too hungry, and sleepy so eat Maggi. Haha... XDD

Yummy yummy~~

Chocolate + Chemistry. For a better memorization~~ XDD

Woooow~~

To save some time of going out to buy food......

That's why i cooked myself. Instant noodle + fried egg with hotdog~ YumYum!!

Too stress doing Math T, so steal some time to take some random pictures~~

Yea, i use this to encourage myself, and also my friends!!
(Xue, Queenie, Siang, TongSeng, WeiJia & TeckHuai)

Actually during exam, it was quite fun also! I enjoy it! ^^

Chocolate Boutique

Last 2 weeks, I went to Penang following Kemaman Kwang Tung Association's trip together with my parents and twin sisters. The trip is mainly for the 214th anniversary for Penang Kwang Tung Association. So Kemaman's branch take this opportunity to have some fun in Penang.

We went to several places which are very interesting. In this post, I'll mainly introduce to you a chocolate shop(or factory?) name Chocolate Boutique.


I manage to took some pictures before the waitress told me not to do so. XDD

部落格的用处

在心悦的世界里，除了部落格，你是不会看到我哭泣！
因为。。。。我要把快乐传给身边的每一个人！
所以。。。。我所有的朋友都说：“心悦阿，是个很坚强的人！”^^

突袭的伤感

今天和家人一起看回一部韩国偶像剧，《爱上女主播》。

以前，我超爱这部片了。。。看见善美如何在奸角迎美一次又一次的陷害下，努力的撑下去。虽然实力比不上迎美，她仍然以开朗又感激的心面对每一天，从不埋怨。

自己心爱的人被抢了，善美还是尊重男方的决定。她并没有耍手段要把佑正哥给抢回来。相反的，她选择离开，到伦敦去寮伤。心地善良的她，总是得到上帝的祝福，让她在伦敦遇见了爱她的人。善美，你好幸福哦！多希望‘他’也能这样对我。。。

不知道是我太得空还是我想太多。这次再看回这套戏，我领悟到的跟之前有所不同。善美的经历，让我觉得很熟悉，有如亲身经历。原本，我以为我在一个星期前就已经康复了，但经过今天，我发现我真的需要时间。愿时间能冲淡一切;愿愉快的心情，早日与我相聚。

现在这样的日子，实在不好过。谁能替我摆脱呢？天，几时才会亮起来？我知道这一切只能靠我自己了。

关心我的朋友们，我答应你们，很快的，张心悦就要回来了。这段时间，就让我自己一个人去适应吧！

今天这感觉，我会牢牢记住。。。

在谷底

这两天心情还是好不起来。。。
我真的尽力了。。。还是做不到。。。
仍然无法把你放到一边去。。。
为什么会这样？
很不服气！很后悔！
后悔当初为什么要放弃？
有时觉得自己真的很笨！

复杂的心情。。。
我并没有伪装，而是我真的不懂要有怎样的反应和举动。。。
我不够大放，更没那么坏心眼。。。
所以我辛苦。。。
朋友，我绝对不相信你是有心要这么做，但我真的很不明白！
谁可以告诉我呢？

当初为了我们的友情，我宁愿放弃他。。。
如今事情却如此。。。
这真的不在我预料之中！

难过透了。。。

我不是出气筒！！！！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！
我忍无可忍啦！！
不要拿我来出气！
做好你自己的本分！

Results~

Finally, we get back all our results today... *sigh*
What should I comment about it? Hmmm... Not so good, not so bad... Consider normal I think.

Biology - 83 A-
Physics - 51 C+ (SUX!)
Chemistry - 61 B
Pengajian Am - 66 B
Mathematics T - 57 B-
MUET - 78 Band 5

Some of the subjects, I know I could do better... My Math and Phy really screw up! T.T Test3, you beat me this time. I promise myself I'll de better in Test4 and so on!

Friends, sorry for being so down today... Give me some times to deal with my problems here... Thank you all for being such concerning...
Thanks Xue and Queenie! I love you! ^^

*today had enough fun in Nandos and Family un Park in Alpha Angle...

Run your own way...

I need you, is already become a past tense.
Though I love you is still a present tense.
And I'll be missing you, could be present tense or future tense.

Since the day we got our deciding sheet,
Both of us knew well that, we are on different track.
And thus, we've made the correct path for never start so that we never end.
Our friendship is still going on.
My wishes is still with you.
I hope yours is still with me too.

In this half year time,
We've been put into different situation,
And different community with people from all sorts of life.
Even though I thought out heart will never change,
However,you've change... (Or we?)

Thank you for being such honest,
And thank you for still putting me in your second place other than first place.
I'm ready to be taken out,
And I don't mind being your consultor.

You've find your new way and new hope so,
Run for it! I'll always supporting you from behind.
(I hope there'll be someone supporting me too...)
So, RUN!

Karaoke~~

Today was my ever first day went to Karaoke to sing. I went to Green Box located in Sungai Wang with another 5 friends. (Well, I know I break my own rules... This is kinda bad news for me and, I'm sad...)

Above all, we had fun there! We sang for almost 4 hours... Should I go there again? Who knows?